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I cancelled my appointment. I called the doctor and told him I wouldn't be in. He asked if I would like to reschedule, I said no. I have stopped taking all medication and I will not take anymore. I will suffer the pain of this head and I will cry if I feel like it, without worrying about depression and anxiety. I will yell and scream if I wish, and I will feel no guilt. I am better than this all. I told the boss that I will not do all that he wants done and that I want and deserve a raise, if he can't comply to these requests, I will find employment elsewhere. I know what I want. I won't sit back and take shit anymore. I am sick of being walked over and unappreciated, and I will not have it. I have limited my friends to those who truly matter and have cut off contact with those who don't. It is a short list. I am happy with these changes and I am happy with those in my life right now. I do not wish to have anyone else around me. Nor do I want it.