so fake
you know, i was talking today to a guy i work with and i was telling him a few things that i always seem to realize after spending time with the people that really matter. im sure you have all had these days, so you can relate, at least in part. i get soo sick sometimes of people being soo fake and annoying, dont you? it like, i would be fine if i could live on a remote island with just my family, church family, and few best friends. because, ok, this is my world: theres all the people i have to deal with: this includes everyone from usf, to work, to school, to home and family, etc. then theres the people i actually have an interest in knowing and can stand to be around which includes a select few at usf, the majority of the people i work with, and all my family, church family, and best friends. now to narrow that down even furtherm, there are the people i cannot live without, the ones i truly love. this includes family, church family, and 4 best friends. and when i get in a mood like this, those are the only peopl allowed to bug me.lol. i dunno, i guess im just being the ice queen of sociality today, but im ok with that. im the type of person that likes people to an extent, but i definitely need my alone time. it is imperative =) well, that was my little blurb, except the part of picking 10 people that i would chose to be starnded on a desert island. im not going to say who they were because it would break my heart to think of all the people i would have to leave behind, in just my family alone. one last little tid bit before i go :my mom is getting married on valentines day. a little cliche, i know, but its cool. yeh, we chatted about itand she was thankful i wasnt mad. it doesnt really matter much, i mean, i always figured they would some day anyway, but i told her that this creature who could only hope to be a real man some day will never be my step father or an authority figure of any kind to me. basically,. if this is going to make her happy, go for it, i congrat5ulate you whole-heartedly. as long as i can go on not acknowledging his existence, we're good. o well, imma sleep now bc sleep is wonderful!