thank you for being cocky as usualstarqueenieApril 2 2006, 17:17:36 UTC
First off FUCK YOU!!!! For if i hear the disrespect line out of your ass one more time i am finally going to unskip the record. play the pitty one you do it well and here is another one. Well this shows me just how much you really know me as i sit here in tears not able to move cause i feel like you fucking kicked me in the gut. Leting God and letting god is nopt something that i do to just let do and give it. It raise it up to him and let him give me the strenth to do what i need to. God will never do it for you but he will show you the path you need to make. And yes no matter how fucked up it seems to you i went spent some time with him last night to work things out with you. Me saying that i have been praying for you in a genereal thought. Like let her pass her french test and shit like that. I to mean means that i care for you. THat i believe that praying is just my way for talking to him and letting him maybe but a little bit of anything into sisuations. Thank you for bashing all that i beleive in. Cause in as much disrespect that i just gave you, you did it right back. My faith is fragile right now and I thought you would understand that. I meant it all in the most kind part of my heart and never expected you to come to my beliefs, never. But silencing my beleifs are just as disrespect full as you seem to feel my whole being is. i know i will have more to say later. But i am not sure this conversation is worth my words, worth my breath....
Re: thank you for being cocky as usualicouldlookatyouApril 2 2006, 21:19:03 UTC
i was fucking stating my beliefs. i wasnt trying to bash yours. that is how your statements made me feel. and that is how I VIEW RELIGION. i wasnt taking it out on you! THIS IS MY JOURNAL. I was stating my thoughts and my feelings.
so fine. FUCK ME. but i have every right to believe in what i believe in. and i thought YOU would understand THAT. so yeah. call it cocky if you want. that isnt what i was trying to portray.
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that is how your statements made me feel.
and that is how I VIEW RELIGION.
i wasnt taking it out on you!
THIS IS MY JOURNAL.
I was stating my thoughts and my feelings.
so fine. FUCK ME.
but i have every right to believe in what i believe in.
and i thought YOU would understand THAT.
so yeah.
call it cocky if you want.
that isnt what i was trying to portray.
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