...and all of this just as I was beginning to have the most amazing dream.
Just as things were looking up...my month of nonstop pain began.
I won't delve into the nuts and bolts of how my life turned to shit...I'd rather not revisit that. I'm feeling so badly from being sleep-deprived and over-worked that I'm considering seeking counseling of some sort. I never thought I'd say that.
Vacation has arrived, however....and not a moment too soon. We'll see how I feel after a week at home in Pittsburgh with my family. I do know that I need to seriously consider whether I want to continue working for this company or not. At any rate, hopefully my personal hell is over.
It hasn't been all bad, though. I've met some cool people lately...which has been the high point of the month. I even got to meet blu_heaven who proved to be as cool as I had imagined her to be.
I'm also moving!
My new residence is a renovated paper mill that was turned into loftspace-type residences. I've always wanted to live someplace like that. I think I needed to move to leave a whole phase of my life behind completely. I think everyone has been in a situation like that.
Anyhow, Batz is coming up from Chi-town...to help me move, along with Dan and Joe from here. Afterward, we're going to tear Appleton apart...taking advantage of the fact that I'm now stumbling distance from the bars.
It's been quite a month...I guess it goes to show you to never make too many firm plans.
I feel like I'm a shell of my former self.
I want me back.
-j
I won't delve into the nuts and bolts of how my life turned to shit...I'd rather not revisit that. I'm feeling so badly from being sleep-deprived and over-worked that I'm considering seeking counseling of some sort. I never thought I'd say that.
Vacation has arrived, however....and not a moment too soon. We'll see how I feel after a week at home in Pittsburgh with my family. I do know that I need to seriously consider whether I want to continue working for this company or not. At any rate, hopefully my personal hell is over.
It hasn't been all bad, though. I've met some cool people lately...which has been the high point of the month. I even got to meet blu_heaven who proved to be as cool as I had imagined her to be.
I'm also moving!
My new residence is a renovated paper mill that was turned into loftspace-type residences. I've always wanted to live someplace like that. I think I needed to move to leave a whole phase of my life behind completely. I think everyone has been in a situation like that.
Anyhow, Batz is coming up from Chi-town...to help me move, along with Dan and Joe from here. Afterward, we're going to tear Appleton apart...taking advantage of the fact that I'm now stumbling distance from the bars.
It's been quite a month...I guess it goes to show you to never make too many firm plans.
I feel like I'm a shell of my former self.
I want me back.
-j