hit list.
just when you think everything is going to be okay the world comes crashing down on you.
it just goes to show that you can never feel safe. cause your not. life.. karma... it's always out to get you. i can't help but think back wondering where exactly i went wrong to deserve this. i guess i can chalk it up to a bad year. from the beginning of 2006 i've been repeatedly beat down. i got in a fucking car accident last night. i was waiting to merge with traffic on to highway 2 when this fucking guy just slammed right into me. it was the scarriest sound hearing that metal crunch against each other. my brand new car. i've had it for what? two weeks? and now it's off to the shop for repairs. i'm sure my parents won't want me to drive it for a while even though I'M PAYING FOR IT and IT WASN'T MY FAULT. fucking people. what a fucking idiot. who drives that fast when it's dark and it's pouring outside? worse night of my life.
you know what makes this whole thing spooky?
last night i told megan that this was the worse night of my life. exactly one year from that day (may 20th) i had said the exact same thing. this weekend was the weekend i went to sylvan lake and saturday night was the night i got into a fight with megan and lisa and when they left chelsea, nikki and i alone at the campsite we got hate crimed so we ran away. we walked in the middle of no where till we reached a town and huddled by a building until trish somehow found us to pick us up.
may long weekend is cursed. next year i'm just staying home.
it just goes to show that you can never feel safe. cause your not. life.. karma... it's always out to get you. i can't help but think back wondering where exactly i went wrong to deserve this. i guess i can chalk it up to a bad year. from the beginning of 2006 i've been repeatedly beat down. i got in a fucking car accident last night. i was waiting to merge with traffic on to highway 2 when this fucking guy just slammed right into me. it was the scarriest sound hearing that metal crunch against each other. my brand new car. i've had it for what? two weeks? and now it's off to the shop for repairs. i'm sure my parents won't want me to drive it for a while even though I'M PAYING FOR IT and IT WASN'T MY FAULT. fucking people. what a fucking idiot. who drives that fast when it's dark and it's pouring outside? worse night of my life.
you know what makes this whole thing spooky?
last night i told megan that this was the worse night of my life. exactly one year from that day (may 20th) i had said the exact same thing. this weekend was the weekend i went to sylvan lake and saturday night was the night i got into a fight with megan and lisa and when they left chelsea, nikki and i alone at the campsite we got hate crimed so we ran away. we walked in the middle of no where till we reached a town and huddled by a building until trish somehow found us to pick us up.
may long weekend is cursed. next year i'm just staying home.