if i give you sugar what will you give me?

Mar 14, 2006 23:54

you know what?
i hate you. i fucking hate that you pretend like you care. i hate you because you DON'T care. so fuck off. i hate that i ever met you. i hate myself for ever letting you in my life. i hate that i fell in love with you.

but most of all.
i hate that i still love you.

i just want to erase you from me forever. i don't want you in me anymore. i don't want to think about you ever. i don't even want you in my life in any way. i mean... most people are thinking "you're just hurting. this feeling will pass" but you know what? i've been hurt before. i've had my heart stepped over numerous of times but the fact remains i never wanted to just erase them from my memory completely. why? because they fucking cared enough about me to not let me.
what do you do?
you just pretend like it never existed. we never existed.
we'll just dispear.
fuck i hate you. i fucking hate you for making the best thing in the world the ugliest time in my life.

seriously.
i regret ever meeting you.
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