Feb 27, 2006 22:56
darling i'm flying.
this is weird. i'm not use to this feeling. not yet anyways. is it possible to know someone for five years but never really know them? i don't think i've met this side of you or even this side of me. i use to hold you at a distance but this past month i've felt like i could go anywhere with you. this isn't love. this isn't a crush. this isn't even anything to do with wanting something that isn't there. this is just a realization. it's beginning to understand yourself and realizing who you want in your life. who you don't want in your life. i realized... i couldn't not have you in my life. you're a good friend. did you know that?