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So I think Asha and I are over officially I'm not sure though, I'm not even sure if i would want to be with her anymore after this... I can't actually explain how horribly pissed off I am at her, she totally ditched me with no explanation and it's been a week since she's called and I still can't get a hold of her, and she isn't calling me... so really fuck it I'm done, my self esteem and mental health will NEVER ever be the same, she has made me hurt so much and I almost guarantee that if she wanted to she could have me back in a second... I am actually that whipped... it's pathetic... it's so depressing I keep dreaming about her and shit and that's never ever a good thing. I'm having a pretty fun week though, I worked 7-3.30 which meant I got to chill for a good part of the day, which was pretty sweet and got to hang out with tina for a bit, also trivky's friend is visiting and she's fun so I'm happy about that. I'm not really sure why I"m updating this is kind of a pretty stupid entry that doesn't quite make sense... really the point is to vent about asha but that's to hard and I'd rather (still) not think about it...