UGH!!!!!!!!
First day of entry and what a day to start - Went out with friends last night and boyfriend - Well the night was semi decent until my boyfriend had to turn things into a fucking fiasco and start talking about the relationship and how I do things wrong and had to totally RUIN my night - We came home and argued more - He acted like such a kid when I got out of the car - he drove off fast like I was suppose to be impressed or that would make me want to talk to him - WRONG!!!!!!!!! Well he came knocking at my door 5 mins. later - I refused to let him in - HE had me soooooooooo angry - All week I have been saying that I wanted to go ot and have a good time and not worry about ANYTHING and look what he does - He is always about him when things dont go HIS way or the way he thinks they should go. It is starting to get pretty annoying. I love him to death but he is starting to really drive my crazy - I know that I havent been myself lately and the relationship as been different but I dont want to talk about it - Yea SELFISH of me. BUt I am the type of person - "I want it the way I want it so accept it" Well this is enough for now - I will get to this later - I need a nap....