An out of nowhere post.....
Well Well Well....I havent done one of these in a very very long time....Too! long if you ask me...
Alot has changed in the last few months,some for the better and, unfortunatly, some for the worst....No, I plan not to go into any details of whats been going on here on my end,however things for me are going ok...working,"trying" to save money,going out whenever I can,and of course avoiding any type of clubs lol,and trying to get myself back into shape....I still cant get over how things have changed,and how people changed...Its like the world I knew and grown to love suddely dissapeard or transformed into somthing unfamiliar and different,into somthing i cannot comprehend with...but im trying though,im trying real hard....
I lost a couple of good friends a few weeks ago,best friends actually...I miss them,but we grew apart somehow,we ended up becoming different people,with different lifestyles...I hope they are doing great and living their lives happily....but as i said,i miss them very very much ,I still have fond memories of them to keep a smile on my face,which doesnt seem to last....I wish I had one oppertunity to tell them how much i miss them,and how much they still mean to me even till this day,but I guess that day will never come,I think.....I dunno,we have to see i suppose.
So whats in store for me?....What does the future hold me??....I dunno,all I know is that,I'll be leaving in a in a few months out of town,although,I have my comrades here and my family here,I still feel an empty void inside of me....there is that little voice inside my head telling me...to go the distiance...but where do I go,what must I do??....I just hope,whatever I do,it'll lead me to a brighter and a more happier future.....I dunno how long ,I'll be gone for ,it could be a week,it could be a month,it could be a year...who knows....All I know is that,this is somthing I must do on my own,and with no strings attached....
Artist: Duran Duran
Track: Ordinary World
Album: Greatist
Came in from a rainy thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly.
I turned on the lights, the tv and the radio
Still I cant escape the ghost of you
What has happened to it all?
Crazy, somed say,
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away...
But I wont cry for yesterday, theres an ordinary world,
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world...
I will learn to survive.
Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say
Pride will tear us both apart
Well now prides gone out the window cross the rooftops, run away,
Left me in the vacuum of my heart.
What is happening to me?
Crazy, somed say,
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away...
But I wont cry for yesterday, theres an ordinary world,
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world...
I will learn to survive.
Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed
Here today, forgot tomorrow
Ooh, here besides the news of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk
(just blown away...)
And I dont... (chorus)
Every world, is my world... (I will learn to survive)
Any world, is my world ... (I will learn to survive)
Any world, is my world...
Every world is my world...
Alot has changed in the last few months,some for the better and, unfortunatly, some for the worst....No, I plan not to go into any details of whats been going on here on my end,however things for me are going ok...working,"trying" to save money,going out whenever I can,and of course avoiding any type of clubs lol,and trying to get myself back into shape....I still cant get over how things have changed,and how people changed...Its like the world I knew and grown to love suddely dissapeard or transformed into somthing unfamiliar and different,into somthing i cannot comprehend with...but im trying though,im trying real hard....
I lost a couple of good friends a few weeks ago,best friends actually...I miss them,but we grew apart somehow,we ended up becoming different people,with different lifestyles...I hope they are doing great and living their lives happily....but as i said,i miss them very very much ,I still have fond memories of them to keep a smile on my face,which doesnt seem to last....I wish I had one oppertunity to tell them how much i miss them,and how much they still mean to me even till this day,but I guess that day will never come,I think.....I dunno,we have to see i suppose.
So whats in store for me?....What does the future hold me??....I dunno,all I know is that,I'll be leaving in a in a few months out of town,although,I have my comrades here and my family here,I still feel an empty void inside of me....there is that little voice inside my head telling me...to go the distiance...but where do I go,what must I do??....I just hope,whatever I do,it'll lead me to a brighter and a more happier future.....I dunno how long ,I'll be gone for ,it could be a week,it could be a month,it could be a year...who knows....All I know is that,this is somthing I must do on my own,and with no strings attached....
Artist: Duran Duran
Track: Ordinary World
Album: Greatist
Came in from a rainy thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly.
I turned on the lights, the tv and the radio
Still I cant escape the ghost of you
What has happened to it all?
Crazy, somed say,
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away...
But I wont cry for yesterday, theres an ordinary world,
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world...
I will learn to survive.
Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say
Pride will tear us both apart
Well now prides gone out the window cross the rooftops, run away,
Left me in the vacuum of my heart.
What is happening to me?
Crazy, somed say,
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away...
But I wont cry for yesterday, theres an ordinary world,
Somehow I have to find.
And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world...
I will learn to survive.
Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed
Here today, forgot tomorrow
Ooh, here besides the news of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk
(just blown away...)
And I dont... (chorus)
Every world, is my world... (I will learn to survive)
Any world, is my world ... (I will learn to survive)
Any world, is my world...
Every world is my world...