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[icntfeelmylegs]

It's Sunday morning and I feel a little lonely today. It's not the fact that I live alone its just that I just don't know where to go or what to do. I stayed home last night because I was just feeling tired and didn't feel up for partying. I think it was a good choice on my part since I know I would have felt like crap today if I did go out. I fell asleep last night around midnight but I was woken up twice in the middle of the night by my pager since I am oncall this weekend. I did manage to wake up well rested though. I went over to my mother's house to read the paper and just visit and my little brother and sister were just arguing and it wasn't very peaceful. My mother gets upset with them because my little brother is such a brat and they always fight. I ended up leaving after about 30minutes because I didn't feel wanted there by my little brother. He actually told me to go home. He is only 10 but it still hurt my feelings because I do so much for them and I don't even live there anymore. So now I am home and waiting for one of my friends to get here so we can go out to lunch. The rest of the my day is up in the air. I should go shopping for some small necessities for my apt but I might just want to be lazy today.

I have been so stressed out lately with work, moving out, family issues, friend issues, that I am about to go insane. I just feel like if one person says the wrong thing to me that I am going to flip out or cry or something. Just really vulnerable and emotional right now. My uncle needs to hurry and come back already. I need a vacation.