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Well here I am, remembering I have a livejournal. I feel funny writing here, just because it makes me remember who I was when I first started writing in this journal and I have really changed a lot lot lot.. Actually, it's not that I changed, it's just that everything around me changed and I just had to adapt. I think all of us go through that. Right now, I am going through a very tough moment because I lost my relationship with God, and I can't trust myself to be able to handle my life on my own.
Academically, I never really thought I would fail a whole year in school, and here I am, embarrassed and mad at myself for wasting my time and not doing what I was supposed to do. Which is really the only thing I have to do.
But the worst part is that not only did I fail in school, I also disappointed God with my life, and literally acted like I didn't know what he wanted me to do.
I'm not a little kid anymore, I should take the right decisions even though everyday it becomes harder, when I was 13 I didn't have to deal with cigarrettes, beer, sex and drugs thrown right at my face, and cultural events promoting sexual diversity right in the middle of town, I'm so shocked, but I guess it's just part of growing up.
Pray for me if you read this.
Academically, I never really thought I would fail a whole year in school, and here I am, embarrassed and mad at myself for wasting my time and not doing what I was supposed to do. Which is really the only thing I have to do.
But the worst part is that not only did I fail in school, I also disappointed God with my life, and literally acted like I didn't know what he wanted me to do.
I'm not a little kid anymore, I should take the right decisions even though everyday it becomes harder, when I was 13 I didn't have to deal with cigarrettes, beer, sex and drugs thrown right at my face, and cultural events promoting sexual diversity right in the middle of town, I'm so shocked, but I guess it's just part of growing up.
Pray for me if you read this.