i had one of the best nights ever...
so last night i went on my first official date. it was the whole he asked me out officially for a date, opened the car door for me both times, paied for the movie, the whole deal. and he was a complete gentleman, it was nice since i've never really had that before. it was a lot of fun, and he's a really nice guy. but he reminds me of someone from my past, and that is bugging me since i'm trying to move on frome people like that. but i'm going to give him a chance.
so i just realized that i have absolutely no money. i had to call me dad to tell him that i have nothing, and that i might need some help. great. it sucks because i hate spending money, but it seems as though i spend a lot. and i haven't really done anything since i got back from school, so i don't know where all of it has gone. so that sucks because i can't get a job until i'm out of school unless i have really good grades, and we all know that that's not going to happen. great...
so i don't know where i'm going to live this summer. hopefully i can stay here at school, because if you work on campus then you get free housing. i wouldn't have to live at home, and i have 2 friends staying here. so i hope my parents will let me. then the towers can hang out everynight... :)
i haven't seen my boys in weeks! i've seriously have had the worst past couple of weeks too. so hopefully tomorrow i'll get to see them. if i don't i'm dropping out of school. i miss you boys and love you!
so i just realized that i have absolutely no money. i had to call me dad to tell him that i have nothing, and that i might need some help. great. it sucks because i hate spending money, but it seems as though i spend a lot. and i haven't really done anything since i got back from school, so i don't know where all of it has gone. so that sucks because i can't get a job until i'm out of school unless i have really good grades, and we all know that that's not going to happen. great...
so i don't know where i'm going to live this summer. hopefully i can stay here at school, because if you work on campus then you get free housing. i wouldn't have to live at home, and i have 2 friends staying here. so i hope my parents will let me. then the towers can hang out everynight... :)
i haven't seen my boys in weeks! i've seriously have had the worst past couple of weeks too. so hopefully tomorrow i'll get to see them. if i don't i'm dropping out of school. i miss you boys and love you!