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Okay so Ihavent posted on here for yonks! I suppose though not too much is going on right now... Im still jobless and so alots at a stand still with no job I ahve no money and therefore theres a huge lack of things I can do. But hopefully things will start looking rosier soon!
ALi and I are going well Hes starting back at university soon and so is blabbing on about only seeing each other every 3 weeks and speaking on the phone every other day... why do people feel relationships should be made against such guidelines... I will never understand. whats wrong with purely going with the flow. I know college is gonna be really hard and demanding and I'll stick by him with that and support him of course... but the way he says things... totally blokish makes me feel the 10th important thing on his agenda... aka - not too important. And as far as phone calls go I dont want to feel that I cant call him... that would be utterly stupid.
Life at home again is really odd. Im used to a house full of noise adn caos there was always soemone there and we always hung out here although its great beign back family has adapted to life without me here I mean i was gone for 3 months and So I guess now we have different views of things and wants.its jsut fustrating... I guess I dont want to adapt as I liked the life I lived.
Im planning on getting money together- once I get a job then doing my driving. then moving down to southampton... that would eb good...
I think soemtimes I feel i jsut want a little more give from ali pepople need to hear things and I wanna know he wants to tell me and make me feel good. I mean really Im not complaining hes great and super and the 6 months weve been together has jsut been fantastic... i dunno...
ALi and I are going well Hes starting back at university soon and so is blabbing on about only seeing each other every 3 weeks and speaking on the phone every other day... why do people feel relationships should be made against such guidelines... I will never understand. whats wrong with purely going with the flow. I know college is gonna be really hard and demanding and I'll stick by him with that and support him of course... but the way he says things... totally blokish makes me feel the 10th important thing on his agenda... aka - not too important. And as far as phone calls go I dont want to feel that I cant call him... that would be utterly stupid.
Life at home again is really odd. Im used to a house full of noise adn caos there was always soemone there and we always hung out here although its great beign back family has adapted to life without me here I mean i was gone for 3 months and So I guess now we have different views of things and wants.its jsut fustrating... I guess I dont want to adapt as I liked the life I lived.
Im planning on getting money together- once I get a job then doing my driving. then moving down to southampton... that would eb good...
I think soemtimes I feel i jsut want a little more give from ali pepople need to hear things and I wanna know he wants to tell me and make me feel good. I mean really Im not complaining hes great and super and the 6 months weve been together has jsut been fantastic... i dunno...