if it aint love, it aint enough to leave a happy home
So i buy Shawn this card, right?
and on the front is this little boy on the toilet with toilet paper all over the place.
and on the inside it says:
"I did a crappy thing,
Please Forgive Me."
hahha. i wish i wasn't so funny sometimes. Anyways, i had a dream i punched one of Shawn's friendsin the face lol. like seriously i dreamed it. thats really funny to me
stuff with shawn is, about the same. i have been too depressed to really go anywhere. just work and that's about it. i saw adam at the mall yesterday, with zach. :-$. can you say uncomfortable.
Shawn says he still wants me to go to florida with him. :-D words cannot express!! he said he has been looking forward to it for too long to not go. and he doesnt want to take anybody else. god i love him. last night he wanted me to come over but i didnt have any gas and he said he'd give me $5 for gas. isn't that sweet. where am i ever going to find a guy that will do that for me after what i put him through. anyways i didn't end up going over there, but before we went to bed ont he phone he said i love you!! uhhh i was so happy. but yeah, we are still not together. id ont know all of his friends that i've talked to, (the few that don't want to kill me) and all of my friends say he will "get over it" but i dont know i mean if i was him i wouldnt forgive me. but if he still wants to be friends with me thats good enough.