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wow.
first of all i would like to say, that im glad to hear that you alol had a fun time at Kyle's, even tho i couldnt be there with you.
and here's some stuff about me now:
where do i start.
i never thought that i would have a friend like this. we kid around all the time, and its a big part of what makes me look forward to times we have together.
and all of the joking wouldnt mean as much if there wasnt something deeper beneath all of it, and there really is. very much so.
and the laughter between us means wayyyyyyyy more than just having fun with him, its more of a way to express what two people have when they let down their guard, and turst/accept eachtoher.
im the kinda person who gets bored fast, and i move around in a big group of friends. its not that i only hang out with a oerson for so long and never talk to them again. i just mix it upo all the time. (not including the last 15 weeks, caz i just dont have a car) but i hung out with, worked with, or at least saw him for everyday for the last 2 weeks. and i never got sick of him once. and i just wanted ot hang out with every minute i could. and today i didnt see him at all, and when he called me, i was almost sad that i couldnt see him.
this is so werid for me, caz i never had a friend like that. and its not a bad werid for me, its am amazing weird.
i cant even explain it to anyone. words cant even describe.
he is my best friend. my best friend.
the best part about the whole thing, is were friends. imean its pretty much like were dating, but we just are the kinda ppl who dont just settle down right away. we get to know eachtoher.
ppl dont understand us, and wonder why we dont like "admit we like eachother and just date already" we already know. we alreyad talked about it together. He knows i like him. i know he likes me. we know. this is just how we are.
and just caz we like eachotehr doesnt mean we have to jump teh gun right away. but that doesnt mean that its wrong either. caz thats just our opinion. there is nothing wrong with what other ppl decide to do. its their opinion.
so im just saying this. caz i want to get it out.
things are soo good.
and there are downs too.
its not all lollipops and sugarplums.
and im so happy.
first of all i would like to say, that im glad to hear that you alol had a fun time at Kyle's, even tho i couldnt be there with you.
and here's some stuff about me now:
where do i start.
i never thought that i would have a friend like this. we kid around all the time, and its a big part of what makes me look forward to times we have together.
and all of the joking wouldnt mean as much if there wasnt something deeper beneath all of it, and there really is. very much so.
and the laughter between us means wayyyyyyyy more than just having fun with him, its more of a way to express what two people have when they let down their guard, and turst/accept eachtoher.
im the kinda person who gets bored fast, and i move around in a big group of friends. its not that i only hang out with a oerson for so long and never talk to them again. i just mix it upo all the time. (not including the last 15 weeks, caz i just dont have a car) but i hung out with, worked with, or at least saw him for everyday for the last 2 weeks. and i never got sick of him once. and i just wanted ot hang out with every minute i could. and today i didnt see him at all, and when he called me, i was almost sad that i couldnt see him.
this is so werid for me, caz i never had a friend like that. and its not a bad werid for me, its am amazing weird.
i cant even explain it to anyone. words cant even describe.
he is my best friend. my best friend.
the best part about the whole thing, is were friends. imean its pretty much like were dating, but we just are the kinda ppl who dont just settle down right away. we get to know eachtoher.
ppl dont understand us, and wonder why we dont like "admit we like eachother and just date already" we already know. we alreyad talked about it together. He knows i like him. i know he likes me. we know. this is just how we are.
and just caz we like eachotehr doesnt mean we have to jump teh gun right away. but that doesnt mean that its wrong either. caz thats just our opinion. there is nothing wrong with what other ppl decide to do. its their opinion.
so im just saying this. caz i want to get it out.
things are soo good.
and there are downs too.
its not all lollipops and sugarplums.
and im so happy.