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I have a distinct feeling that this entry will be rather on the 'lovey dovey' side of things,so i'll apologise in advance.
The last week has been a defining one to say the least.
To finally get to spend time with someone without time constraints is pretty bloody amazing. Without having to worry about the length and cost of a phonecall, or what time the last train leaves at is lovely. Being able to see his face as he speaks to me and feel his big man-hands on my hips is even better.
Over the last week we havn't even done anything exciting in the grand scale of things, but in terms of building a relationship it's been priceless. Much needed bonding time and now I feel stronger than ever with him. Last night, for the first time, we sat down and ate a meal together ( ok when i say sat down I mean slobbed out on the bed watching Father Ted) but it's something so simple and fundamental that we hadn't even done yet.
From one point of veiw, you could say our relationship was very rushed to start. It was purely based on a few outtings and a million and one phonecalls. But if anything, I think it has strengthed our relationship. Just being able to judge someone's tone of voice, understand the meaning and sentiment of what they say just by the way they have said it, has made us very trusting of each other. We understand each other perfectly.
I love watching him as he drives, studying his profile, until he notices turns and flashes me the cheeky grin.
I love walking hand in hand with him, feeling his large strong hands dwarf my small delicate ones.
I love spying him when we meet up, before he spys me, he looks so lost I can barely control the urge to engulf him in a hug and sometimes break into a run towards him.
I love to walk with him in town late at night. He spots rowdy drunks and instantly puts his arm round me. I feel invincable.
I have another 2 weeks of this blissful ecstasy.
I daren't think about how ill cope once he's down south again.....
The last week has been a defining one to say the least.
To finally get to spend time with someone without time constraints is pretty bloody amazing. Without having to worry about the length and cost of a phonecall, or what time the last train leaves at is lovely. Being able to see his face as he speaks to me and feel his big man-hands on my hips is even better.
Over the last week we havn't even done anything exciting in the grand scale of things, but in terms of building a relationship it's been priceless. Much needed bonding time and now I feel stronger than ever with him. Last night, for the first time, we sat down and ate a meal together ( ok when i say sat down I mean slobbed out on the bed watching Father Ted) but it's something so simple and fundamental that we hadn't even done yet.
From one point of veiw, you could say our relationship was very rushed to start. It was purely based on a few outtings and a million and one phonecalls. But if anything, I think it has strengthed our relationship. Just being able to judge someone's tone of voice, understand the meaning and sentiment of what they say just by the way they have said it, has made us very trusting of each other. We understand each other perfectly.
I love watching him as he drives, studying his profile, until he notices turns and flashes me the cheeky grin.
I love walking hand in hand with him, feeling his large strong hands dwarf my small delicate ones.
I love spying him when we meet up, before he spys me, he looks so lost I can barely control the urge to engulf him in a hug and sometimes break into a run towards him.
I love to walk with him in town late at night. He spots rowdy drunks and instantly puts his arm round me. I feel invincable.
I have another 2 weeks of this blissful ecstasy.
I daren't think about how ill cope once he's down south again.....