urgh and the tiredness hits

[icklefairie]

going to docs tomoz
possible anaemia me thinks, exausted all the time and can't eat without wanting to throw up
asides from that
jus general stress after a bit of a weekend...
sigh
however, me and matt are doing great
lots of kewl christmas presents being bought! yay!
he really is an amazing person
i have never felt so comfortable with anyone- not even si
i can tell him anything- literally anything and i have never been so honest and open in my life
we can sit in silence for ages and it's not a big deal
we can chat about funny stuff or really serious stuff
i really am truely happy
much as i loved si, the relationship just wouldn't stand up against this one
this is equal
i'm still me
and that's all he wants
which is nice.
seriously thou, we're still best mates, as well as in love, so it's really easy going and fun, even when it's serious
i'm amazed at my luck.

soppy shit over
lalalallaal
gonna go sleep now
zzzzzz
xx