Nov 08, 2004 17:00
gotta job as a barmaid at the Glen!
£4.20 an hour so not tooooo bad but could be better
erm
cocked up my first essay- over by 1500 words so gonna be seriously marked down.
never mind!
starting my next and actually researching some of it
wow
i know!
*le gasp*!
having a whale of a time- be better thou when jo n nai get back natch!
ermf
hard hard hard course stuff now
so behind on reading
buuutttt
trying to put that to rights now!
welll
kinda now!
update over
now, ooooh guess what. sooooo over si its amazing.
plus got me a new boy-
my best mate from up here- been going out a while now
and he's lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his name's matt
and he's wonderful
psssst
he's actually nice and treats me with care and love!
psssssssst
he ain't a tosser either!
wow
i know!
*le gasp- oh mon Due!*
but seriously, i'm actually happy
for the first time in months i don't feel like everything i say is stupid
and that my thoughts are worthless,
or that i should just shut up and sit in the corner
i feel like i can just be me
just me and no hiding it
i feel so relaxed and content.
and it's so little effort- not meaning that in a bad way
there's no struggle at all between us
its equal ya know, and snuggly
and perfect.
and the sex is amazing.
so anyway!
better be back to my research even thou its now black outside
and i have a half an hour walk back to home.
everyone esle seems to be happy tooo1
jess- u n seg my lil stars!
becky and her fab0000lous ways of teachin!
jo and her new job (stuff that cold)
nai and her matt- snuggly bastards- that reminds me-
"i have boobies to play with"- is that really a good excuse for abandoning jo! hmmmm!
heeheee
you two!
u make me laugh!
love and hugs to y'all!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
*pixie dances*