marp

[icklefairie]

yes thats right
marp

heehee

ummm
busy busy busy little schedule
lots of reading to do....
but do i do it
naaaah!
heehee
snigger

erm
coping pretty well me thinks without si in me life
occasionally have a lil cry
still miss him i guess
but never mind

don't know if i'll bother goin back to bristol thou
might get a job up here and hang out over christmas and stuff
got my buddies up here
coz i do seem to have completely drifted away for the transline crew
and everyone else is a mate of si's...
can you see how it'd get awkward there?!
thats one thing i do feel- completely isolated from bristol
i know no-one will 'take sides', not that there's sides to take
but they are his mates moreso than mine...
so i have no real choice i guess.
bleugh
self pity is not my bag
soooo
my view is...
i knew that i wouldn't stay close to them all back home if si and i ever broke up
so i'm not gonna beat myself up over it
plus i ain't one of those people that actually holds a group together so i know they'll all be ok
and i've got some of the closest and most loyal and supporting friends in my own house!
so sod it
jus gotta persuade mam and dad to come up here for christmas!

soooo
anyway

i need to grab a shower coz my hair's a tab messy
coukldn't be assed last night

plusssssss!!!!!!!

cathy's over!!!!!!!
and tom!!!
its so kewl having those two around!
yay!
so now we have to go tonight- hence effort of shower
and i may jus wear a skirt- shock! horror!
heehee

so
yall have fun out there in your own pretty lil ways my chickadees
mwah
xx