Life and the blah blahs
So Life has sucked for a while, after the night mare that was my seasonal job, the job search has hit a snag or two. EDD has been a total pain in the ass. It has taken almost a month to process paper work and interviews as to why I left gymbohell. And I'm still with out any type of funds to pay bills. MEH~ Xmas hasn't been a total drag, if anything Ive have a new appreciation for buying shit I don't need. Its amazing how when you don't have money it really is something you don't have to have and don't need and don't miss. I have my dolls, my beading stuff to keep me occupied during any down time I end up with. Pretty much Ive only talked to deb or Nicole. All my other friends have been sucked up by the black hole called Christmas Hell. I wasn't even supposed to be here for Xmas but that went to shit, but in the long run it probably was for the best. The weather was terrible for traveling and I don't need to Impact on the side of a Mountain on my way up north. But I do Miss Hanging with my Brother For Xmas. I made a shit load of Cookies and candy..that was fun, and it was nice to actually be able to make it with out being drained or exhausted- and it being some thing I "HAVE" to do. It was just nice being able to do something I love to do just because I love it.MY sewing machine broke on me soooo sewing doll stuff is out till I get a job and can fix it- its hand sewing for now. I'm glad I'm good at that.Ive been carrying Sara with me..it funny what dolls you get attached to, I mean I love them all- I just find that certain ones I have a stronger bond with. Dolls.... funny.So this Year end I'm starting over....no choice in the matter- new job, new life. New roads to follow. Time to get rid of things that don't grow corn for me.Oh well Winter Blessings and Merry Christmas to all.