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Dec 04, 2005 20:54

well....my grandma called this morning...asking me if I wanted her to renew my subscription to cosmo...I said sure. But then she called back this evening and asked me if I spent all day in the dorm...I was like...nooooo. Which I didn't...but most of it yes. She said I sounded like I was said or depressed...which I'm neither. Except for the fact that I probably failed my chem test...for real this time...I know I say that I fail it like everytime...but this time was different...none of my answers looked right...and I guessed on more than half of the test. MORE than half. I though I totally understood what we were doing...but the tests are always so different than what I'm expecting.

Maybe there's a way for me to expect what I'm not expecting...possible? ehhh. AND I have gained weight. It's really gross....and I know why...it's not because I don't exercise...it's the food I eat. Pretty much I can eat salads for 3 meals a day or greasy fried food. Ok well that's an exaggeration...but I mean...we have pasta and sandwiches, pizza, pork chop, vegetables, rotisserie chicken...but it's just not cooked well. The meat is always dry, the burgers are overdone. I can only eat salads once a day...pasta is all white flour...probably the most unhealthiest thing I could eat right now. GAHHHH.....christmas break I will be eating so much more healthy...I'm gonna make karin cook me food everyday...I'm never eating fries again...I refuse to eat a hamburger while I'm in oregon. And I am gonna do my tae bo and pilates work out videos....I'm gonna come back to school looking like a million bucks. And by "a million bucks" I mean like ten. HAHA.

I have an oral presentation tomorrow on my source for my paper on education...I just started writing it like half an hour ago and I have to give it tomorrow at 8:15 in the morning. Oh well...it only has to be like 5-10 minutes. I can elaborate...I'm a great elaborator...I could also lie. I'm a great liar also..haha.

I have been listening to nothing but the smiths lately. NOTHING. Half a person is my favorite right now...but I don't have any of the full cd's...I only have certain songs from certain albums.

I wrote a poem yesterday...but I don't really like it...I wrote it in my poem book anyways. Writing poems...I know what that signifies...stress, sad, or mad...and I'm pretty sure it's the stress one. Considering the poem was about drowning..yup. yup.
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