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im starting to understand the whole single life thing.
i mean i should be, out of my 23 years and 2 months of existence i have been "completed" or non-single for maybe 3 months.
i think it has to do with the fact that i never feel settled.
like right now, im ready to move on go to school and then get the fuck out of copley.
i have been here for just way to long and ummmm theres nothing more to see here, move on...
some of the guys that have been around for awhile go out all the time and hook up with girl after girl after girl after girl.
i come home, feeling like a sahara dick loser, and think to myself, would i really be having fun if i were doing that.
probably not.
because my problem would be i would also be meeting girl after girl after girl,
only difference, i would become friends with all of them, and that would be more people that i would have to talk to.
not that i dont like all the girls that i talk to on a regular basis, but really, the ones that i talk to now have been around since high school, there really are only a few since college.
i just dont feel im compatable to anyone.
i think maybe its that if i were to get a girl i would be lame, as i was when i had a girl.
i would more then likely stop calling my friends all the time.
i would go out less frequently then i already do.
i would be nothing more then "that guy"
i really dont think i will be ready until i finally feel as though im making the next step.
so spring 2008, you need to come soon, because i need to get some....BAD...
only problem is, i hear that girls only like guys that make the first step,
and for some reason i have forgotten how to do that.
i have not approaced a girl that i dont know since ummmm well probably sophomore year or early junior year of college...
damn im a lame...
i mean i should be, out of my 23 years and 2 months of existence i have been "completed" or non-single for maybe 3 months.
i think it has to do with the fact that i never feel settled.
like right now, im ready to move on go to school and then get the fuck out of copley.
i have been here for just way to long and ummmm theres nothing more to see here, move on...
some of the guys that have been around for awhile go out all the time and hook up with girl after girl after girl after girl.
i come home, feeling like a sahara dick loser, and think to myself, would i really be having fun if i were doing that.
probably not.
because my problem would be i would also be meeting girl after girl after girl,
only difference, i would become friends with all of them, and that would be more people that i would have to talk to.
not that i dont like all the girls that i talk to on a regular basis, but really, the ones that i talk to now have been around since high school, there really are only a few since college.
i just dont feel im compatable to anyone.
i think maybe its that if i were to get a girl i would be lame, as i was when i had a girl.
i would more then likely stop calling my friends all the time.
i would go out less frequently then i already do.
i would be nothing more then "that guy"
i really dont think i will be ready until i finally feel as though im making the next step.
so spring 2008, you need to come soon, because i need to get some....BAD...
only problem is, i hear that girls only like guys that make the first step,
and for some reason i have forgotten how to do that.
i have not approaced a girl that i dont know since ummmm well probably sophomore year or early junior year of college...
damn im a lame...