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Well beside being content on the outside for now I'm depressed and lonely inside. A state of mind I'm used too. It seems that when ever I type in here I don't have anything interesting to type beside how I feel. I guess that's what a journal is for. Sometimes I don't think there is anybody for me, when in fact there is I'm just really unlucky.
You know how hard it is o find a good looking girl who likes anime and video games, don't get me wrong, I've found several. Uusually they're taken or live a good several hundred miles away.
You might say why not get a normal girl. Ok the hard part abou that is, I'm a weird person o a normal person. What is weird these days you ask? Weird to me is an opinion like so many things. I think normal people think I'm wierd. I act silly when I'm in public with my friends but I'm having a good time and so are they. I play video games (online mostly nowadays), watch anime on a regular basis, play dungeon and dragons, play warhammer 40k, and just hanging out a friends house doing stuff. For the most part normal people think those first things on my list, with the exception to the last one, are weird things for a person to do. I'm come to terms with my weirdness, I know I'll get a strange stare from somebody passing by when I say to my friends, "My Black Templars owned your Tyranids last night." Now how do you suppose I start a conversaion with a normal girl,I know she's probably not interested with anything I do in my spare time.
So what I have to do is find a girl who's into my things or can atleast tolerate it with some mild interest. I'm not to picky in girls I just what a good looking girl who's into the things stated, so might say thats sasking for to much but thats the only way any relationship is going to work if you have similar interest. I don' play any major sport or I'm not ripped with muscles, I'd raher not spend 5 hours at the gym so a girl who's not intereted in what I do will talk to me. Yes I'm skinny but I'm healthy. I'm decenly strong for my size and wieght.
Anyway enough with that long rant on how I'm gonna be lonely for a long time or forever.
I got my first paycheck the other day, $145.97 and thats added on to whatever I had in my account. It comes out to a good even amount of money. Now what to spend it on. I think i'll spend $12 on a Emperor's Champion model for my Warhammer army with is coming along nicely. My friend Frank suggest a get an exhuast system for my car, thats a good idea but how much would that cost. I doubt I'll be able to get APEXi which I really want. A small boost in horsepower is nice for any car especially my 150 HP Black Cavalier Z24. Which really needs a paint job.
I've been playing RO (Ragnarok Online) again. I could type forever about that game but I'll just not do that.
Well I'm going back to my lonely life sytle, just wanted to give you guys a heads up. Take care and have a good day.
You know how hard it is o find a good looking girl who likes anime and video games, don't get me wrong, I've found several. Uusually they're taken or live a good several hundred miles away.
You might say why not get a normal girl. Ok the hard part abou that is, I'm a weird person o a normal person. What is weird these days you ask? Weird to me is an opinion like so many things. I think normal people think I'm wierd. I act silly when I'm in public with my friends but I'm having a good time and so are they. I play video games (online mostly nowadays), watch anime on a regular basis, play dungeon and dragons, play warhammer 40k, and just hanging out a friends house doing stuff. For the most part normal people think those first things on my list, with the exception to the last one, are weird things for a person to do. I'm come to terms with my weirdness, I know I'll get a strange stare from somebody passing by when I say to my friends, "My Black Templars owned your Tyranids last night." Now how do you suppose I start a conversaion with a normal girl,I know she's probably not interested with anything I do in my spare time.
So what I have to do is find a girl who's into my things or can atleast tolerate it with some mild interest. I'm not to picky in girls I just what a good looking girl who's into the things stated, so might say thats sasking for to much but thats the only way any relationship is going to work if you have similar interest. I don' play any major sport or I'm not ripped with muscles, I'd raher not spend 5 hours at the gym so a girl who's not intereted in what I do will talk to me. Yes I'm skinny but I'm healthy. I'm decenly strong for my size and wieght.
Anyway enough with that long rant on how I'm gonna be lonely for a long time or forever.
I got my first paycheck the other day, $145.97 and thats added on to whatever I had in my account. It comes out to a good even amount of money. Now what to spend it on. I think i'll spend $12 on a Emperor's Champion model for my Warhammer army with is coming along nicely. My friend Frank suggest a get an exhuast system for my car, thats a good idea but how much would that cost. I doubt I'll be able to get APEXi which I really want. A small boost in horsepower is nice for any car especially my 150 HP Black Cavalier Z24. Which really needs a paint job.
I've been playing RO (Ragnarok Online) again. I could type forever about that game but I'll just not do that.
Well I'm going back to my lonely life sytle, just wanted to give you guys a heads up. Take care and have a good day.