Feb 26, 2006 19:41
HEAVENS NOT A PLACE
THAT YOU GO WHEN YOU DIE.
IT'S THAT MOMENT IN LIFE,
WHEN YOU ACTUALLY FEEL ALIVE.
snuggles,
he has a tumor in his sinus cavity.
it is cancerus & surgery cannot be done.
the tumor comes behind his eye,
and on top of his head almost in the center.
i'm watching him die.
he has a max of 30 days to live,
he could die any day now,
any week.
he won't even look at me,
or kiss me, or lay close to me anymore.
it's braking my heart.
i don't think i've ever
screemed so hard,
cryed so hard,
or hurt so hard.
dear god,
i hate you.