wooh. I have not updated in a while. I took this tonight, because I was wanting to capture the essence of 'sickness'. For some reason talking to someone person to person (or face to face) is harder than just writing it down in the internet realm.... but I will say it: yesterday I had a cervical biopsy. May 3rd I get the results. I hope its not cancer. I have a history of cancer. Im worried, im in physical pain, and im emotionally drained.
on lighter news, I have been thinking about getting a tattoo. lately I have gone through a cleansing and rebirth phase, and the lotus seems very right for me now. The history of a lotus is that it can grow and live even in the murkiest waters. the stem is the OM chant. I like it.
so send me your possitve energy, im worried about my health right now. im only 26.