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lunch break from school. far too long. my energy just got ruined. now its all bad energy and im going to give a horrible massage for my test. fuck you. so annoying. i have yet learned how to block or shield..never grounded. miserable feeling. where did i go wrong here..or when i suppose. never really thought of it as a bad thing, but maybe i never thought about it. its just another thing that i thought to be pleasing and turns around on me. im just emotionally retarded. i rarely have emotion but when i do its so extreme. takes over everything. fucking bullshit.
its my last night in la and i have been sober for 7 days. that might be a record. congratulations noelle.
but to the rest of you, fuck off.
katherine is coming up on tuesday. now her, im sure will follow through on such engagements.
im done. and im having a baby. name suggestions?
its my last night in la and i have been sober for 7 days. that might be a record. congratulations noelle.
but to the rest of you, fuck off.
katherine is coming up on tuesday. now her, im sure will follow through on such engagements.
im done. and im having a baby. name suggestions?