Feb 17, 2009 09:14
Title: Wasurenaide ~ Don’t forget me ~
Length: One- shot
Author: An
Rating: PG
Genre: angst. Song-fic
Pairings: Yunjae
Summary: Why did you have to leave me? (I’m sucks at summary. Sorry…)
A/n : my first attempt to write a song fic. I hope this is good enough, and sorry this is un-betaed. English is not my mother language.
Criticism is always welcome and comments are definetely love. *I need more of it*
Ups, don’t forget to listen to the song while reading this. Thanks.
Black is the thoughts.
Red is the song lyrics.
It’s a brand new day…
I sit on my bed and think of you
I start a new day without him, without hearing his voice, his nagging, his face and his everything.
It’s alright even if I can’t see you
I know that you’re much happier there than being with me in here.
I miss you, but just this feeling is enough
The memories of you remain, they’re so strong
I receive a letter today, without the sender name. Is it you? You always write me a letter when we celebrate something special in order to surprise me.
I read a short message from you and it makes my chest tighten painfully
I’m sorry babe… for leaving you.
It is you. I always knew even when you’re not here, you always manage to surprise me. But… is this our goodbye?
But I want to keep protecting your eternal happiness
I try to smile, I promise you I’ll always be smiling. But can I just for this once? It’s so hard without you by my side.
I’ll become the wind and wrap gently around you
I’ll be watching you forever, even when I’m not by your side.
I’m lost without you by my side.
Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it
I don’t want to leave you alone
I want to stay by your side forever
I want to be old with you together
Just like I promise you before
You lied to me.
Even though I want to see you so much… I miss you so much…
I’m sorry my love
I’m sorry for leaving you behind
Why did you have to leave me?
I’m walking to our favorite park in the neighborhood. I feel empty in our house while you’re not there.
On the path we’d always walk, I felt your presence
You always held my hands when we’re walking there. Ate you here with me now?
Silently, I close my eyes and pray that it’ll never disappear
I sit on our favorite bench. I wish you were still here to warm me. Once again, I open your letter and remember…
Promise me that you’ll live your life happily for me
Promise me that you’ll move on
Promise me that ….
Without acknowledging the things that hurt you deeply, you just kept on laughing and smilling
You looked so pale lying on the hospital bed. I knew it must be painful for you.
I’ll always remember and cherish that
But you always manage to look happy and smile brightly in front of me as if you’re not sick.
And I’ll keep yelling out to the world, even if the words I use are but ordinary
I tried to stay strong and not tear up. How I wish it was me who’s sick not you.
The nights touched by you…
This is it. The doctor said that tonight might be your last day, and you just kept starring at me with eyes full of love.
It’s enough to break me, your fragrance hanging in the air and these feeling build up, baby…
Until you slowly close your eyes with tears running down your cheeks.
So that this’ll never end, I’ll hold your hand even tighter
You’re gone…
So that we’ll never be separated…
I feel tears forming in my eyes. I don’t care anymore. It’s still painful remembering him.
I’m right here, don’t forget me
Promise me that you’ll never forget me…
I LOVE YOU, my Yunnie~~~
Thank you
~Your Jaejoongie~
“I love you too, my Joongie”, I whisper
END
song lyrics credit to dbskers.
Okay, so.. what did you guys think? is it okay? I kinda hate the last part, it's not match with the lyrics but I don't know what should i write. It took me an hour and repeated Wasurenaide to write this.
wasurenaide,
oneshot,
yunjae