Jul 01, 2006 03:34
I think my mom's fish have TB. It seems like she can't enjoy anything without it going horribly wrong. I hate it. I'd do anything if I could make things go right for her. It's not fair for her or the fish.
Ronin's eyes look like they're about to pop out and Hyuuga Gin has big bumps all over him. They're all going to die painfully. It can pass on to people as well, so we should probably have at least one of the fish autopsied to see if that's really what's wrong with it. Problem is, we don't have the money to spend on fish euthinasia and autopsies.
Truth is, I'm very upset. I can't even go into the living room because I feel so bad about it. It's really not fair. I cried because of fish. I'm very rediculous. I hate seeing things suffer like that. I can't imagine what it would be like to have giant bumps all over you or have your eyes protruding from your head.
Life is so... horrible. I think the worst part is it's all you have. It's truly horrible. It's like getting an ugly broken toy but it's the only toy you'll ever have so you love it anyway.