the ugly girlfriend
you know how guys always complain (at least on tv shows they do.. hehe) that if they wanna talk to a pretty girl at a party they can't cause she always has her ugly girlfriend with her.. well.. today i once again realized that i am the ugly girlfriend. i met vanessa today. she broke up with alex. she told me that this was the first time she was single since she had been 13. and in all those years she had been single for only ONE day. so today we went to this restaurant/bar kinda thing and not far from us there were those guys. and as they leave they try to talk to her. her.. she also told me that she already liked somebody else and that she thought that he liked her too. wow.. i don't know how she does that. i mean..yeah she is pretty.. but still. being the ugly girlfriend is getting on my nerves.. there must be something wrong with me..really... i mean .. she worries because she hasn't had a boyfriend for one day. hellooo i haven't had one for 18 1/2 years... i really do believe there must be something wrong with me. maybe i'm just suuper ugly.. or maybe i'm just not worth talking to. i'd really like to know why i don't seem to be able to get to know a single person in my whole lifetime. am i that abhorrent. and are all my friends that much prettier than me? why am i the ugly girlfriend?