What's this? A serious post? Has the world gone mad?!

[ichibichi]

Two weeks have passed, time to update. School's almost done for the semester (!) and then I can catch up on the shows I've missed the last couple of weeks. I plan I fixing up this place and my icon journal, now that I'm in a bit of a layout stint. Hopefully I can finish the layout I'm working of before finals, if I could get IE to work. >_<

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:P Oh, and look at your new icon!

[ichibichi]

Yeah, yeah. The thing is, you don't want to fall into a long apathetic slump. What we need to do is figure out how to give you some of my apathy and you give me some of your emotions. I wouldn't take a lot, mind, but some. Apathy might take care of the rest for you. ...how do you make an awkward half smile smilie?

People do act different around people, yes. But sometimes it gets to an impulse sort of thing, so it becomes semi-automated responses. I was about to type something more substantial, but it completely left my mind when I hit 'reply'. :/

Self image is flexible, but the thing is I never really notice my self image. And my mind always changes what bits I like. Its like my mind has everything set on shuffle or randomizer, which is good for surprises but bad if one is curious about consistency.

Yeah, I say that now, but will I actually try? We'll have to see.

This semester didn't have a good time for anthropology so I didn't go to the meetings or anything. Maybe next semester. And I forgot about the classics club, so that's another thing to remember for the spring. Am I being lazy in this? Yes.

The reason, I think, I haven't really spent any extended time talking to one person is because of the classes I've been taking. Large 100 level lectures aren't actually the best place. Oh, what was I taking in spring? L1LLs? Ah yes, and a 100 level English class. ....all these preliminary classes are really taking up a lot of my course time.

The mind thinking is definitely a good reason not too, but mainly I am against it because scifi taught me that it rarely works out good. Even when it does it sucks to get to that point.

I don't really think you're whiny. You often have a exasperated tone to your writing that makes it pleasant to read, even though it probably shouldn't be. If I had the same amount of feeling that you do, that would be the way I'd want to write it. You can sometimes feel so much, yet when you sit down and type it kinda seems like you have everything set in order. It might not be great and it might still make you feel like shit, but you have it in some stage of sorting it out. Kinda. I'm not certain if those are the words I want to use, but I've used them so I'll just have to accept them.