where to move forward
I planned on resigning on March next year. I told myself that I'll just finish the second semester so that I can pay for my tuition myself. After, I'll have to talk to my uncle about maybe recommending me to work in one of the public hospitals here.
And then last night, there was a broadcast at work that the site was looking for three trainers.
My heart suddenly stopped.
I thought to myself, I wanted to become one. It's sort of the closest to being a teacher now (to be a teacher has always been my dream, albeit my family's not much aware). If ever I apply as a trainer and eventually pass, my salary will increase, I get to teach and there would be less phone time.
That put a dent in my plans. What was I supposed to do now?
Earlier, I jokingly said to my TL that I wanted to become a trainer. She rounded to me seriously and said Really?!
One of my teammates seemed very happy and urged me to do it. It seemed like he really wanted me to do it. There is this one metric though that I have not passed since I started taking calls November of last year and that is the average interaction in each call. I'm actually very near the target now but then it still is not passing. I know I've had highest marks in the others at some time but that one thing is always a failure.
I told my teammate that one predicament. He looked at me unbelieving. That doesn't matter. What matters is the scorecard. You've never failed a month, right?
In the whole team, I'm the only one who has not failed a scorecard for the past year. The others, clearly better than me in my opinion, have been enrolled in a certain program because they failed their scorecards at one point or another. I don't know what to make of this.
I haven't talked to anyone about this yet. I want to talk to my mom and TL about this. I'm not sure who to approach first though.
Life, what should I do?
And then last night, there was a broadcast at work that the site was looking for three trainers.
My heart suddenly stopped.
I thought to myself, I wanted to become one. It's sort of the closest to being a teacher now (to be a teacher has always been my dream, albeit my family's not much aware). If ever I apply as a trainer and eventually pass, my salary will increase, I get to teach and there would be less phone time.
That put a dent in my plans. What was I supposed to do now?
Earlier, I jokingly said to my TL that I wanted to become a trainer. She rounded to me seriously and said Really?!
One of my teammates seemed very happy and urged me to do it. It seemed like he really wanted me to do it. There is this one metric though that I have not passed since I started taking calls November of last year and that is the average interaction in each call. I'm actually very near the target now but then it still is not passing. I know I've had highest marks in the others at some time but that one thing is always a failure.
I told my teammate that one predicament. He looked at me unbelieving. That doesn't matter. What matters is the scorecard. You've never failed a month, right?
In the whole team, I'm the only one who has not failed a scorecard for the past year. The others, clearly better than me in my opinion, have been enrolled in a certain program because they failed their scorecards at one point or another. I don't know what to make of this.
I haven't talked to anyone about this yet. I want to talk to my mom and TL about this. I'm not sure who to approach first though.
Life, what should I do?