weird.........
All right, so I've been having really weird dreams since Thursday night. I don't quite remember the details, but one was good and then they got weird and didn't make any sense whatsoever. Well, the first one was Thursday night, the night that Autumn said she was coming over the next night. All I remember about that dream is that we were here and it ended well; the way I wanted it too. So then Friday night, I can barely remember the dream cause I was pretty drunk when I went to bed, but I think I was fighting with somebody who also liked Autumn.
Then, this past night was the weirdest fucking one! I had a dream, are you ready for this? I had a dream that I was at the movies (except it looked like a classroom) with Autumn and some other guy. Apparently we both liked her, but she was sort of more interested in me. Then he did something to steal her away. So then, as revenge, I decided to take some sort of contraption that cut small holes in metal and cut tiny holes in his trumpet so he couldn't play anymore. I know, I told you this was crazy, but it gets even crazier believe it or not. So then the guy comes in while I'm cutting these small holes and it's Tracy Morgan from SNL!! He's the other guy! So he gets mad and take a swing at me, I take a swing back and miss. That's when I start walking away (it turns out we are in the music building here at WCU, so I know he can't fight me with all the people all over). SO then we're outside and he's following me really close and I'm really scared cause he's a big dude. Then I go to cross the street, but there's cars in the cross-walk. That's when I woke up.
Oh man! I can't even decipher a suedo-meaning out of that dream. It just makes no sense at all. If anyone can see any sort of meaning in this, it would be appreciated. But then again, I don't really know if dreams mean much at all. I mean, I believe that they manifest our desires but the bad ones are always so screwed up. I know that supposedly your brain tries to disguise your deepest fears from you, so that's why I saw Tracy Morgan instead of the real guy I was afraid of taking Autumn away. And now as I'm typing this I know who that person probably really is, but that doesn't make too much sense. Cause he's a pretty good friend and wouldn't do shit like that. Although, he has been joking around with me lately saying he's gonna move in on her, maybe it's just getting to me in the deep deep recesses of my mind.
I love this journal!! I never realized how therapeutic writing can be!!
Then, this past night was the weirdest fucking one! I had a dream, are you ready for this? I had a dream that I was at the movies (except it looked like a classroom) with Autumn and some other guy. Apparently we both liked her, but she was sort of more interested in me. Then he did something to steal her away. So then, as revenge, I decided to take some sort of contraption that cut small holes in metal and cut tiny holes in his trumpet so he couldn't play anymore. I know, I told you this was crazy, but it gets even crazier believe it or not. So then the guy comes in while I'm cutting these small holes and it's Tracy Morgan from SNL!! He's the other guy! So he gets mad and take a swing at me, I take a swing back and miss. That's when I start walking away (it turns out we are in the music building here at WCU, so I know he can't fight me with all the people all over). SO then we're outside and he's following me really close and I'm really scared cause he's a big dude. Then I go to cross the street, but there's cars in the cross-walk. That's when I woke up.
Oh man! I can't even decipher a suedo-meaning out of that dream. It just makes no sense at all. If anyone can see any sort of meaning in this, it would be appreciated. But then again, I don't really know if dreams mean much at all. I mean, I believe that they manifest our desires but the bad ones are always so screwed up. I know that supposedly your brain tries to disguise your deepest fears from you, so that's why I saw Tracy Morgan instead of the real guy I was afraid of taking Autumn away. And now as I'm typing this I know who that person probably really is, but that doesn't make too much sense. Cause he's a pretty good friend and wouldn't do shit like that. Although, he has been joking around with me lately saying he's gonna move in on her, maybe it's just getting to me in the deep deep recesses of my mind.
I love this journal!! I never realized how therapeutic writing can be!!