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PERSONAL PROFILE
my name- miss charlotte amelia downes
my loves- john cusack, movies from the 80's, movies from the 50's, coffee, john scofield, bb king.
wierd obsessions- linda ronstadt. it's unholy.
the things i wish i didn't love- immediatly i love any boy who is screwed up. (how original) if they are brooding and angry and unhappy and look kind of like heroin addicts, if they drink heavily and write depressing songs, then i adore them. immediatly. also have a thing for rusty old cars, and that's a little wierd....
embaressing- i kind of idolize carol channing. i just think she's the coolest. some sick part of me wants to look like her.
future plans- become a teacher, help some kids, maybe write something, hopefully not get addicted to anything. in my twenties- have a really cute apartment, have fun being young and cute in chicago. afterwords, have a really cute family and a HUGE, huge black poodle sans funny haircut, and sighn my cute kids up for soccor and ice hocky. have a fufilling and honest life overall. stop using the word cute so much.
stupid fears- wild animals that are bigger than me or have sharper teeth than me. or like, wild animals that are crazy, like squirrles or raccons. they'll jump on you, i swear to god, they'll do it. i saw it on animal planet.
more realistic fears- having a stroke. people thinking i'm gross or ugly (shallow, i know. who cares if timmy whosa whatever thinks i floss regurarly?.... me.) having somebody see the real me and decide its gross and boring.
regrets- lieing when i was younger. being cruel to a boy and leaving him at a dance because bitchy came easier to me than showing real affection, hurting him. never being able to remeber to turn the dang curlers off (JEEZ, you'd think i'd remeber ONCE!)
randomly, i just want to add this to the personal profile.
*i want to look like jackie o on my wedding day.
*i can't wait for my career, but i also cant wait to be a soccor mom. i can see myself in mom jeans and my hair in a mom, shoulder length cut that's still kinda cute, and i can see myself with the coolers of sunny d for my kids soccor team, and i can see myself driving them around ready to tear my hair out because of their annoying kid pop music. working the concession stand at their middle school. walking my kindergartner to school. being dragged around the mall by my teenage daughter. i cant wait to be a mom.
i really cant.
my name- miss charlotte amelia downes
my loves- john cusack, movies from the 80's, movies from the 50's, coffee, john scofield, bb king.
wierd obsessions- linda ronstadt. it's unholy.
the things i wish i didn't love- immediatly i love any boy who is screwed up. (how original) if they are brooding and angry and unhappy and look kind of like heroin addicts, if they drink heavily and write depressing songs, then i adore them. immediatly. also have a thing for rusty old cars, and that's a little wierd....
embaressing- i kind of idolize carol channing. i just think she's the coolest. some sick part of me wants to look like her.
future plans- become a teacher, help some kids, maybe write something, hopefully not get addicted to anything. in my twenties- have a really cute apartment, have fun being young and cute in chicago. afterwords, have a really cute family and a HUGE, huge black poodle sans funny haircut, and sighn my cute kids up for soccor and ice hocky. have a fufilling and honest life overall. stop using the word cute so much.
stupid fears- wild animals that are bigger than me or have sharper teeth than me. or like, wild animals that are crazy, like squirrles or raccons. they'll jump on you, i swear to god, they'll do it. i saw it on animal planet.
more realistic fears- having a stroke. people thinking i'm gross or ugly (shallow, i know. who cares if timmy whosa whatever thinks i floss regurarly?.... me.) having somebody see the real me and decide its gross and boring.
regrets- lieing when i was younger. being cruel to a boy and leaving him at a dance because bitchy came easier to me than showing real affection, hurting him. never being able to remeber to turn the dang curlers off (JEEZ, you'd think i'd remeber ONCE!)
randomly, i just want to add this to the personal profile.
*i want to look like jackie o on my wedding day.
*i can't wait for my career, but i also cant wait to be a soccor mom. i can see myself in mom jeans and my hair in a mom, shoulder length cut that's still kinda cute, and i can see myself with the coolers of sunny d for my kids soccor team, and i can see myself driving them around ready to tear my hair out because of their annoying kid pop music. working the concession stand at their middle school. walking my kindergartner to school. being dragged around the mall by my teenage daughter. i cant wait to be a mom.
i really cant.