so much, yet so little....
i am in an internet cafe in seoul, korea. im sick. im tired. im sad. this is not how i imagined things to be. in my head the ninjas would great me at the airport and it would be warm. reality, its cold and the koreans are rude. im about as sad as i can be and its placing me in a terrible mood, all the time. people keep telling me to just enjoy this, that i should take it all in. the truth of the matter is i am not where i should be. i know this, ive never been so sure of anything in all my life. right now i smell a terrible oder. i hate this, i want to go home. "have you ever been to japan?" "yes, it sucked" that will be my response...now get me home! i have someone to see.
god i miss her.
god i miss her.