its been 84 weeks according to live journal, since my last entry
so i basically forgot i ever even had one of these until i was recently reading a friends live journal, and thought to myself... i should get a live journal. and then it hit me... you already have one you fucking idiot! so here i am posting a new entry after 84 weeks. i want to say that nothing has happened in the past year and a half ish since the last entry but that would be a lie.it hasnt exactly all been great, but then i guess thats life. i've met a lot of really amazing people, and had the opportunity to do a lot of really amazing things. i moved to brooklyn, and was loving it, but now have to leave... long story, dont care to go into details cause it just gets me frustrated. ive been really lonely lately, and i am really starting to feel like my friends dont give a shit anymore, since im not living upstate. i guess thats part of growing up. you move away to follow your dreams, and the people you loved the mst will slowly replace you and move on with thier lives. i guess maybe i should just move on with mine too.
making friends is proving to be a lot harder than i had anticipated when i moved to brooklyn. it just comes with the territory i suppose. i recently turned 21.... about damn time i say... went out got trashed...had an awkward night and went home with a hangover the next day. i think im going to be an alcoholic... i drink way to much.... but i understand now why some people drink so much.
ive basically lost all faith i had in acheiving my goals in life. with every passing day success seems to get further and further away. I dont know what to do. i have no money, and no desire to take out loans to go to school, and then spend the rest of my natural born life paying them back. the idea of packing a backpack with clothes and just hitch hiking cross country is sounding better and better with each passing day.
making friends is proving to be a lot harder than i had anticipated when i moved to brooklyn. it just comes with the territory i suppose. i recently turned 21.... about damn time i say... went out got trashed...had an awkward night and went home with a hangover the next day. i think im going to be an alcoholic... i drink way to much.... but i understand now why some people drink so much.
ive basically lost all faith i had in acheiving my goals in life. with every passing day success seems to get further and further away. I dont know what to do. i have no money, and no desire to take out loans to go to school, and then spend the rest of my natural born life paying them back. the idea of packing a backpack with clothes and just hitch hiking cross country is sounding better and better with each passing day.