Mar 08, 2012 23:53
I realized that she, slowly, a little by little, is falling. I don't know whether its deep or not, but I'm sure, she's falling.
Its such a good feeling to know your best friend loves someone. Is it? Or not.
I mean every man has a chance. Who ever he is. Perasaan ya, siapa yang tau.
Don't you hate that sentence? I do.
Because (actually) you're the one who control your feeling. She said she doesn't want to get married, she said relationship is hard to maintain, married is ugly, but in the end, she's the one who trapped in a falling feeling.
Its kinda ironic to me.
Even thou we're barely talk now, it doesn't mean we're not close anymore.
Karna kalo dilanjutin ga bisa, kalo ga dilanjutin ga ada salahnya. Being comfortable is the top reason why this happen. I had that feeling once. I didn't see anything beside my feeling. Without any logic and realistic. Hurt, approved.
But again, perasaan ya, siapa yang tau.
I don't envy you dear, I just don't want you to get hurt like me :")
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