wow...

Aug 02, 2004 14:37

i was listening to story of the year, "until the day i die" and i started deeply thinking about the past... all the old friends... all the things i've done... things i've said. wow.
i love that song... it reminds me of a happier time, even though it's a pretty sad song when you really listen and feel it.

i remeber telling a friend that that son was about us. then we went won tickets, went for a walk, barefoot and in pajamas and buried random things at "sea" er... river. then we walked back and talked about things that would happen "one day" and we found some rock friends... rocky and bullwinkle then we picked up a cup we left and talked about what we were thinking about, i lied at one point, i wasn't really thinking about who's walked there before us, i was thinking about how i would be blessed if we stayed friends for as long as we could, and we'd get over fights and we'd do so much more together. then we walked home and it all kinds of fades out.

wow i just earased everything.... then i remembered 2nd grade when my computer lab teacher told me to just press ctrl+z and it'll take back the last thing you did.

yes
ctrl+z
it'll take the last thing you did back

if only

i re-did my favorite songs of all time top 3 list
1) "Could you be loved" - Bob Marley and the Wailers
2) "Just like Heaven" - The Cure
3) "Mary Jane's Last Dance" - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

yeah i've fellen in love with "could you be loved"
it's a crazy good song.. i loooove the beat and the lyrics hit me right now

i want so much right now... it's crazy shit though.... things that aren't gonna happen.
but i want it so bad

i was talking to joshie last night about myles
it's interesting
he makes me laugh harder than anyone, but he makes me cry harder than anyone,too
i just want to scream
there's this whole side of him i know and i hate..... it's not just the little shit he does, it's a whole piece of him
and i can't stand it
but i love everything else

i want to scream....

i sat a round doing nothing last night until 4.... just sitting and writing and bullshitting and makeing up things, i wrote 10 stories of made-up people and their shit....then i wrote... not really poems... but just random writing...
they've turned out very...umm... interesting

ok i'm done
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