Once it hits your lips, It's so good

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haha, there's a hole in my favorite pair or previosly un-holey pants, right at the crotch... YES!
VERY easy access
haha, just kidding!

i just talked to amanda and i have reliezed that i am a horrid bitch
i'm so fuckin rude at times it's horrible
good lord
i vow that from now on i will at least TRY and be a little nicer.

but at the same time
when i grow up i want to be Courtney Love minus the kid and custody shit... and the court and cops shit.... and probally not the drugs.... and the crazy outbursts on planes.....
so wait i guess then without that i can't really be courtney

i love Courtney Love.... as much as people talk shit.. i absolutly adore her......

part of me wants to be with someone tonight and the other just wants to lay in bed....
maybe i can do both and convince someone to talk to me all night....

but i want to lay in someone elses bed until the sun comes up
i want to talk to them as they look at me in the eyes from a foot away until i go cross eyed
then be held in there arms as i pour my heart out and cry until i turn blue
i want to breath them in until i choke
i want to smile as they brush away my fears
i want someone to show that they give a shit

the two people that would do that with me are out of town.....

i found out that i have geometry with arlea and photo with desi
um i already knew that i have composition with kelli.....

i was just thinking about next year.....
davie and i have decided that i'm going with him everytime he goes to the track... actually he decided i don't really care either way.....

so stoked.... myles gets to drive me to and from school everyday... YAH!
haha.. yes inside.... yes shh.. that thing
haha
aww man

i have decided that avril lavign isn't all that bad as well as ashlee simpson

yesyes.. i am done now...