I'm so happy 'cause today I've found my friends, they're in my head...

Jul 25, 2004 21:14

kris is an asshole
alex is a pot head
myles is getting there
steve-o/tim is also a pot head

I GIVE UP ON COCKS THAT WANT TO GET DOWN MY PANTS!

i also give up on this horrible, cynical, self-loathing way of thought
takein' it back kiddies....
to when stuff was fun

that's right
i've decided to start my self over
even if you aren't fully aware of the extent of this 'reset'
it's happening right under your nose

and i'm glad
i'm glad shit changed
and not to be a bitch
but those of you who like to think you did it are wrong
you may have made me think about it
but you didn't do this

i did

right
right

i'm so confused
i hear noises

i want someone here
right this moment
someonr that i know of course
not some stranger breaking into my house
i'm gonna piss myself
i need to go
but i'm scared to go into the bathroom
holy shit am i paranoid

back to what's important
i'm done feeling unimportant
and not cared about
i may not be everything i want to be at this moment
but i mean this is actually working pretty o.k.
i mostly worked shit out with my parents

things feel better
i'm really done careing about the bad shit
i'm focused on what's right, right now
i may not be "partners in crime" with arlea anymore
but i do have other friend
i may have my ex-best friend, whom i thought i could trust spreading rumors about me
but i do have some kick ass guys that don't believe that shit

what i do have is a hell of a lot better then what i did have

shits happy
yesyes
happy

i love it
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