Jul 16, 2004 22:08
wow, it's the 16th..... 3 more days till i get my braces off, happy-happy-joy-joy... that's right, i'm takeing it back to 6th grade, bitches. haha
things are alright
better
yes, better
improved, you could even say
but at the very least better
i felt really weird last night
i got into bed around 9
sat in thought
and at 1:14 (wow, how time flies)
i got really paranoid
so i got up to turn on my beautiful Ikea lamp, that it's in a million moves and a million people's houses, a little
i almost feel getting of the bed
i felt drunk
i was so uncordinated and dizy that i dropped to the floor
it scared the shit out of me
and i kinda just laid there, for what i thought was maybe, at the most, 10 minutes
i was thinking really fast
it felt like when i have a fever and i start halucinating,
i look up and the clock's red lights are screaming to me that it's 1:55
then i can't remember what happened but i woke up in my bed this morning
it was interesting
i think i'm gonna take an early visit to my doctor "friends" tommorow
joshie and i talked about some pretty strange stuff the other night
i actually can't remember when it was
the days all seem to run together now that i don't have to go summer school
talking to alex
wow, he's great fun
um later
i'm done