AHH

[iceyhott]

I'm really stressed out...for no reason--I have my new year's resolution, and I'm sticking to it, like I always do...It's just causing more problems this year then it usually does, and that upsets me because I want what he wants but I can't because of my resolution...and that sucks....But maybe it will be better that way because then Ryan isn't just in it because of physical stuff and it may turn into something more, where as...if we hook up now...I'll never know if he's just using me or not...So I'm trusting myself.

And mid-terms are all next week...and I'm not ready for them...at all.

Save meeeee.