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Meh tonights/this weekend has been fucked up and feel the only place I can really express my thoughts would be this shit. God havn't used a web blog in ages.
After I got out of work eariler today I went to Caseys. Thats when fucking Dan had to basically invite a crew full of people to my house because he knew my parents were out of town. So basically I been stuck here with James, Johna, Billy, Pokee, Katie, Alisha, Kiera, and Crissy.
Basically I've had Crissy on my ass the entire time and though I know she'd let me fuck her I really just don't want too. Espically since Kiera is around and I like her alot. Sometimes I think she likes me and is playing hard to get and others I don't know really. Thinking I outta just see if I can get some head and hope she isn't really as attached to me as she seems like she is. Don't want her stalking my ass or some shit. Shes already told me I should come by her house sometime espically after work since McDonalds on 24th is so close to there, thats what she said.
Kiera though errr dunno what to make of all this shit. Though she acts like she likes me sometimes shes been all hanging with fucking Pokee dude. Every time shes got close to me though Crissy was there to break things up so I can't blame her really.
Lately life has just been really fucked up. Got so high Friday night I didn't know where I was, what the car was, who I was, I didn't know anything. Luckily I got a call from my dad which snapped me partily back into reality. Everything was still really fucked up. Every since that night life has just been fucked up. Being high is the only time I can really think straghit. The time I'll stick up for myself, when I'll knock some fuck heads teeth in, when I won't be a faggot in general. Hope you(which no one reads this shit probarly anyways) understand that shit.
After I got out of work eariler today I went to Caseys. Thats when fucking Dan had to basically invite a crew full of people to my house because he knew my parents were out of town. So basically I been stuck here with James, Johna, Billy, Pokee, Katie, Alisha, Kiera, and Crissy.
Basically I've had Crissy on my ass the entire time and though I know she'd let me fuck her I really just don't want too. Espically since Kiera is around and I like her alot. Sometimes I think she likes me and is playing hard to get and others I don't know really. Thinking I outta just see if I can get some head and hope she isn't really as attached to me as she seems like she is. Don't want her stalking my ass or some shit. Shes already told me I should come by her house sometime espically after work since McDonalds on 24th is so close to there, thats what she said.
Kiera though errr dunno what to make of all this shit. Though she acts like she likes me sometimes shes been all hanging with fucking Pokee dude. Every time shes got close to me though Crissy was there to break things up so I can't blame her really.
Lately life has just been really fucked up. Got so high Friday night I didn't know where I was, what the car was, who I was, I didn't know anything. Luckily I got a call from my dad which snapped me partily back into reality. Everything was still really fucked up. Every since that night life has just been fucked up. Being high is the only time I can really think straghit. The time I'll stick up for myself, when I'll knock some fuck heads teeth in, when I won't be a faggot in general. Hope you(which no one reads this shit probarly anyways) understand that shit.