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Todays been back and forth thats for sure. Had a mental breakdown eariler or something like that. Complety lost it eariler, when my brother was being a faggot trying to piss me off. He succedded thats for sure. Out of no where I just started to throw punches at him, and throwing him around. Couldn't think, breath, nothing but hatred. Something however kept holding me back from seriously injurying my brother. Could of used alot more strength then I did. After I left the room and sat down after a minute, for some reason I just started crying still angry as fuck wishing I could die. Ended up passing out shortly after, and things have been pretty good since then, meh.