hmm....
I'm not sure how i am right now...confused? anxious? light headed? in happy land? defensive? annoyed? I'm not sure...I can't even say "today was a good day" or "today was a bad day." Today was, however, the day of silence. It was really hard to be quiet. I slipped four times. "really?" "excuse me" "thank you" and "i'm watching the clock! i'm timing my circle of fifths" (which, by the way, i did in 48 seconds!!!) A lot of people did it, but a lot of people didnt' too... and there was this kid in my study... here's how the convo went
"why aren't you talking?"
"you doing that stupid day of silence thing?"
*nods*
"so you support gays and lesbians?"
*nods again*
"particularly lesbians?"
*shake head no*
"so you like lesbians?"
*shakes head no again*
"what's your name?"
*he tries to figure out name*
urg... he bugged me... because by the way he was saying it he was definitely implying that i was gay, just because i supported them... it doesn't make sense... some people are so closed minded and prejudiced.
I was like, hyperventalating seventh period... it was kinda scary... i was afraid for myself... and i went completely OCD and started like, panting when bryce like, accidentally erased half a letter on the white board, and it looked messy. it was ridiculous, but i like, couldn't stand it. it was staring at me... and i HAD to erase every single smudge mark, and fill in all the lines that had been smudged or erased or something... i would have gone completely insane if i hadn't been allowed to. it was scary. i was thinking "what's wrong with me?" at the same time as "omg!!! omg!!! the O isn't connected???"
OMG OMG OMG!! JENNIFER SO SHOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN KICKED OFF!!
anyways... yeah, so i think brendz might be mad at me, cause i was writing stuff down and giggling, etc... i hope not... but she might be...
WEEE I'M DONE MY ECONOMCIS PROJECT!!! it's perty :) it's got donuts on it
hmph. charissa might not be having people over friday. :(. i was really looking forward to that. * (aka, see friends only entry) ONLY TWO DAYS TILL VACATION!!!
I should probably go take my shower now... it's almost eleven...lol
"why aren't you talking?"
"you doing that stupid day of silence thing?"
*nods*
"so you support gays and lesbians?"
*nods again*
"particularly lesbians?"
*shake head no*
"so you like lesbians?"
*shakes head no again*
"what's your name?"
*he tries to figure out name*
urg... he bugged me... because by the way he was saying it he was definitely implying that i was gay, just because i supported them... it doesn't make sense... some people are so closed minded and prejudiced.
I was like, hyperventalating seventh period... it was kinda scary... i was afraid for myself... and i went completely OCD and started like, panting when bryce like, accidentally erased half a letter on the white board, and it looked messy. it was ridiculous, but i like, couldn't stand it. it was staring at me... and i HAD to erase every single smudge mark, and fill in all the lines that had been smudged or erased or something... i would have gone completely insane if i hadn't been allowed to. it was scary. i was thinking "what's wrong with me?" at the same time as "omg!!! omg!!! the O isn't connected???"
OMG OMG OMG!! JENNIFER SO SHOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN KICKED OFF!!
anyways... yeah, so i think brendz might be mad at me, cause i was writing stuff down and giggling, etc... i hope not... but she might be...
WEEE I'M DONE MY ECONOMCIS PROJECT!!! it's perty :) it's got donuts on it
hmph. charissa might not be having people over friday. :(. i was really looking forward to that. * (aka, see friends only entry) ONLY TWO DAYS TILL VACATION!!!
I should probably go take my shower now... it's almost eleven...lol