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i think i'm going insane....
oh well what else is new XD
aya's decided to draw me in her art class.... didn't want to at first but i got to miss my boring capp class if i did so, big surrprise here (that was sarcastic) i missed the class and went to the art room instead. but she didn't tell me i'd be spending the hour and a half sitting perfectly still, thank god that i took drawing supplies or i would've gone crazy.
little bit dissapointed at my writing skills of late.
i sucked to start with at both writing and drawing but it seems to me that i'm getting worse... and fast.
posted my first original fic last week, i've got two reviews on it, it's a perfect example for my sucky writing abilities. *sighs* well i ever do anything worth being proud of again?
i should really be doing homework right about now, but i'm busy feeling sick, i think i'm going to puke. garon locked me out in the rain from the school gym today, some funny joke on his part, oh man well he ever regret it *evil grin*!
got mad at mom, so to stop from shouting back at her i bit my tongue.... literally, and hard too *has a really sore tongue*
gee mom i'm sorry that i ruined you great day, i'm sorry for answering your questions that started this fight again. I'm sorry that i was in such a bad mood. BUT BEING LOCKED OUT IN THE RAIN WITH NOTHING BUT HUNGRY AND MISERY NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID CHANTS OF A LITTLE BROTHER WHO I HATE TO LOOK AFTER BECAUSE HE'S SUCH A LITTLE JERK THAT SOMETIMES I CAN'T DECIDE IF IT'D BE BETTER FOR ME TO LEAVE OR HIM! and that's probably why i'm still living at home.
and you know why i look miserable? CUZ I AM! ok, does that answer your stupid question?! You know what, if i'm suffering from stress like the doctor says, like dad says and like i can believe... it's really nice of you to help me dig my grave.
and about that common threat that dad's a computer whiz and can read just about anything i type even hours later, good for him. i hope he reads this and gives you a copy of it. because you're always so happy, no matter how fucked up my life is, so happy that i don't want to spoil your mood so i don't talk to you about being mad at you, and i don't talk about having a bad day.
there are aperantly three directions that i can go if my life continues at this pace:
1)Insanity
2)Nervous Break Down
3)Depression
aren't those beautiful choices? WHY CAN'T I BE A NORMAL KID! WHY CAN'T MY FAMILY FUNCTION WITHOUT SHOUTING?! WHY CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE!? WHERE'S THAT ON THE LIST? WHERE'S GROWING UP AND GOING TO COLLEGE? WHERE'S LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER?! WHERE'S THAT OPTION?..... why can't i have a normal life?
oh well what else is new XD
aya's decided to draw me in her art class.... didn't want to at first but i got to miss my boring capp class if i did so, big surrprise here (that was sarcastic) i missed the class and went to the art room instead. but she didn't tell me i'd be spending the hour and a half sitting perfectly still, thank god that i took drawing supplies or i would've gone crazy.
little bit dissapointed at my writing skills of late.
i sucked to start with at both writing and drawing but it seems to me that i'm getting worse... and fast.
posted my first original fic last week, i've got two reviews on it, it's a perfect example for my sucky writing abilities. *sighs* well i ever do anything worth being proud of again?
i should really be doing homework right about now, but i'm busy feeling sick, i think i'm going to puke. garon locked me out in the rain from the school gym today, some funny joke on his part, oh man well he ever regret it *evil grin*!
got mad at mom, so to stop from shouting back at her i bit my tongue.... literally, and hard too *has a really sore tongue*
gee mom i'm sorry that i ruined you great day, i'm sorry for answering your questions that started this fight again. I'm sorry that i was in such a bad mood. BUT BEING LOCKED OUT IN THE RAIN WITH NOTHING BUT HUNGRY AND MISERY NOT TO MENTION THE STUPID CHANTS OF A LITTLE BROTHER WHO I HATE TO LOOK AFTER BECAUSE HE'S SUCH A LITTLE JERK THAT SOMETIMES I CAN'T DECIDE IF IT'D BE BETTER FOR ME TO LEAVE OR HIM! and that's probably why i'm still living at home.
and you know why i look miserable? CUZ I AM! ok, does that answer your stupid question?! You know what, if i'm suffering from stress like the doctor says, like dad says and like i can believe... it's really nice of you to help me dig my grave.
and about that common threat that dad's a computer whiz and can read just about anything i type even hours later, good for him. i hope he reads this and gives you a copy of it. because you're always so happy, no matter how fucked up my life is, so happy that i don't want to spoil your mood so i don't talk to you about being mad at you, and i don't talk about having a bad day.
there are aperantly three directions that i can go if my life continues at this pace:
1)Insanity
2)Nervous Break Down
3)Depression
aren't those beautiful choices? WHY CAN'T I BE A NORMAL KID! WHY CAN'T MY FAMILY FUNCTION WITHOUT SHOUTING?! WHY CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE!? WHERE'S THAT ON THE LIST? WHERE'S GROWING UP AND GOING TO COLLEGE? WHERE'S LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER?! WHERE'S THAT OPTION?..... why can't i have a normal life?