Feb 20, 2007 10:37
Update- all that has been going through my mind is what im going to do after school. I have no idea. Logical reasoning says I need to get a job, but my major more or less forces me to work as an intern and do weekend shoots. I dont really know how I feel about this, I was thinking about doing some kind of summer camp job but that would mean I would have to miss NIOS summer camp, and I dont want to do that. I could be a waitress but I hated jobs like that too. Maybe I will learn how to bartend, and make fat stacks of cash. I fucking dont know. I just want someone to come up to me off the street and be all... Hey, I have this amazing million dollar job for you." and then I wouldnt have to loose sleep about it anymore.
I hate my current internship job, they expect me to work 30 hours for free and teach me nothing in return. That defeats the idea of an internship.
So after this week I will only be working there 3 more weeks to accomplish the 2 credit hours I signed up for. And then I will either take on some shitty night job or be a bum for a couple of months and truly job search, which seems to be the more likley of the two.
I need a vacation bad! Or a tub of ice cream or I dont know...I need a pick me up quick!