well well well

[iceslade]

So all of you know. Aly didn't, from what I can understand, tell you all and that is that Aly asked me to hit her. Yes I did hit her. I regrete doing it. I should never have done it. I feel fucking horrible and have considered doing things to myself because of it. It seems when I do something I fuck up big. I know what I did was not right so for gods sakes quite hounding me about it. I was appologizing to her from the moment i did do it and will be forever. I realized that I did wrong. I am now more messed up because of this than any of you will ever know. Also I did not and I repeat I did not tell Aly that she couldn't go over Nics' on Thuresday to play video games at all. I am not controlling of her in anyway. I told her to have fun. I guess a lot of things I thought I once knew were all lies I guess.

Days go by - Dirty Vegas
(Smith/Horn)
You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Like a feeling as if I've been cursed
From the bitter cold within

Days go by
And still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

Days go by
And still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you