lovesickness
"yes, I'm under that spell."
I guess it must be the cold weather, the moment I alighted from the plane, my dreadful cough start to come back a little. It din go well on my first day of work, caught in a difficult case to handle. I guess lovesickness + stress at work + working overnight is hazardous to health. '_' 30% coughing strength now. Many colleagues asked me how was my trip back, frankly speaking it wasn't as good as I expected. ( not referring to anyone here, but just honestly speaking ) most of the people were not free and I am still caught in the dreadful cough. Spent the 1st day pratically sleeping and rather nua over the next few days. I half jokingly said "Man, I'm lovesick. Not a really good holiday. Maybe I shouldn't even have gone back (no choice man, gotta clear the bag '__' )" I dunno, but even if just colleague who sometimes go home as the same path as me, I felt better even when I related of my lovesickness. He'll understand and encourage me. I do not know how to describe. But being in a place here, it really helps to talk to someone. Even in Canada, I did not feel as bad as now. Pratically it seems like I'm a fish out of water, even before the lovesickness came in. I just have a strange feeling that when I'm back in SG, I will definitely perform better. To some people, they think it's BS. But my fellow SG roommate share the same sentiment.
I guess it's the aggressive culture and contradicting lifestyle here that does not make me see eye to eye. Right when I touched down, I was invited to a dinner with the other SG peeps who work here. Am a little surprised that a friend has resigned because of family matters. It's quite a pity as he has helped me alot and I can see him as a sincere and helpful man. I dunno about other people, but I'm the kind of people who would return kindness. I hope to see him at the workplace in SG. Speaking of SG, speculations which sounds logical as well, that not all SG peeps would be sent back. It seems that it would go in batches. Wth? Does that mean that I would be back in Dec or next year? Ironically come to think of it, maybe that's how the lovesickness arranged by fate comes in handy. I guess, for the time being, I would not miss SG. But still SG has such nice weather when I'm back, except there's no rain. I wish the dreadful cold here will be over soon, I rather have oven like then freezer like weather.
The good thing is I got myself a new buddy in SG ( the zen player ) since the old one's dead.
It's good, I'm sure it will keep me company in this place.
Lastly, I would like to thank each and everyone of you who has either sms me or met me during my short stay in SG. I would like to thank xiao mei for listening to my rubbish of lovesickness and kaishiou for sending me bye bye sms and making an effort to explain her schedule. Take care and farewell.
P.s: listening to this song really brings me memories 2 years ago. whatever, nobody cares anyway.haha.I must be mad again.hahaha
I guess it must be the cold weather, the moment I alighted from the plane, my dreadful cough start to come back a little. It din go well on my first day of work, caught in a difficult case to handle. I guess lovesickness + stress at work + working overnight is hazardous to health. '_' 30% coughing strength now. Many colleagues asked me how was my trip back, frankly speaking it wasn't as good as I expected. ( not referring to anyone here, but just honestly speaking ) most of the people were not free and I am still caught in the dreadful cough. Spent the 1st day pratically sleeping and rather nua over the next few days. I half jokingly said "Man, I'm lovesick. Not a really good holiday. Maybe I shouldn't even have gone back (no choice man, gotta clear the bag '__' )" I dunno, but even if just colleague who sometimes go home as the same path as me, I felt better even when I related of my lovesickness. He'll understand and encourage me. I do not know how to describe. But being in a place here, it really helps to talk to someone. Even in Canada, I did not feel as bad as now. Pratically it seems like I'm a fish out of water, even before the lovesickness came in. I just have a strange feeling that when I'm back in SG, I will definitely perform better. To some people, they think it's BS. But my fellow SG roommate share the same sentiment.
I guess it's the aggressive culture and contradicting lifestyle here that does not make me see eye to eye. Right when I touched down, I was invited to a dinner with the other SG peeps who work here. Am a little surprised that a friend has resigned because of family matters. It's quite a pity as he has helped me alot and I can see him as a sincere and helpful man. I dunno about other people, but I'm the kind of people who would return kindness. I hope to see him at the workplace in SG. Speaking of SG, speculations which sounds logical as well, that not all SG peeps would be sent back. It seems that it would go in batches. Wth? Does that mean that I would be back in Dec or next year? Ironically come to think of it, maybe that's how the lovesickness arranged by fate comes in handy. I guess, for the time being, I would not miss SG. But still SG has such nice weather when I'm back, except there's no rain. I wish the dreadful cold here will be over soon, I rather have oven like then freezer like weather.
The good thing is I got myself a new buddy in SG ( the zen player ) since the old one's dead.
It's good, I'm sure it will keep me company in this place.
Lastly, I would like to thank each and everyone of you who has either sms me or met me during my short stay in SG. I would like to thank xiao mei for listening to my rubbish of lovesickness and kaishiou for sending me bye bye sms and making an effort to explain her schedule. Take care and farewell.
P.s: listening to this song really brings me memories 2 years ago. whatever, nobody cares anyway.haha.I must be mad again.hahaha