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[icerrose]

I've found myself in a rather boring position... due to recent circumstances any plans I had for this weekend have failed. Considering I have $7 and a quarter tank of gas my ability to go to too many places is limited. Which sucks of course... So I have absolutely nothing to do this weekend besides sit in my apartment by myself... so if anything'

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Keep Hope...

[anonymous]

Alot of times all people can do is hope things will work out right and just keep on trucking. I know things have been real tough. As always... I'll help whenever I can. And I'm really sorry about last night. I'm sure I made a real ass of myself infront of alot of people and I didn't want to harbor you anymore. Alot of it is vague... I'm a little confused about some of it. So I hope that you might fill me in on some of it later.

And for comic relief I'll actually fill that thing out. For my own amusement I may put it on my page... though no one ever really comments on my page. But hey... its worth a try.

1. Who are you? I'm sure ya know better than me at times.

2. Are we friends? yes... very close friends

3. When and how did we meet? lol, cause my date chopped his fingertip off at the time.

4. How have I affected you? In so many ways good and bad. But I owe you so much... it'd be hard to make a short answer.

5. What do you think of me? Confused, intelligent, dark, emotionally so strong and yet so weak. Just a great person overall.

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? There are alot actually... but the candle in the little dark room fighting away the darkness hits a spot.

7. How long do you think we will be friends? Till one of us dies and still there after.

8. Do you love me? More than I thought I could love a person.

9. Do you have a crush on me? eh... maybe

10. Would you kiss me? anytime... hard not to

11. Would you hug me? always... love holding you

12. Physically, what stands out? I love the wavy black hair over your shoulders. The way all emotion is in your eyes. But I also think your hands are very beautiful and elegant.

13. Emotionally, what stands out? confusion... but so much passion...

14. Do you wish I was cooler? I love ya the way you are.

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? heh... not to give you a major ego.. but yeah... 10

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. The Count... ya you know why... dear god don't ever open the curtains.

17. Am I loveable? Definatley.

18. How long have you known me? October I guess... seems so much longer.

19. Describe me in one word. Dracula... the deeper meaning of that... not just the face value.

20. What was your first impression? Something pulled me to you... you seemed intelligent and mysterious... and I wanted to figure you out.

21. Do you still think that way about me now? I'll be learning about you till I die... And I'm pulled towards you every day.

22. What do you think my weakness is? Much the same for many of us... reality.

23. Do you think I'll get married? Well... I dunno really. I can see you pledging love and maybe engagement. But alot would have to change for you to marry.

24. What makes me happy? Music, poetry, smoking with your dad, talking to the Dan, and the comfort of cool darkness.

25. What makes me sad? financial and emotional issues... life.

26. What reminds you of me? to many things

27. If you could give me anything what would it be? happiness and comfort

28. How well do you know me? Better than many

29. When's the last time you saw me? Just a little bit ago

30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yep

31. Do you think I could kill someone? You'd really have to snap... I doubt it would ever happen. You'd take it out in written words.

32. Have we ever had sex? heh maybe

33. Do you miss me? whenever you are not there

34. Do you think I miss you? at times

35. Will you post this so I can do it for you? ya sure... but I doubt you'll fill it out.